Transformation is not a mental process, transformation is a cellular and spiritual process. The cells of the body are born and die every day, about every seven years on the physical level we are a different body. The energy body works a little differently, the records in its structures remain unchanged regardless of the metabolic process, death/birth of new material structures. Energetic anatomy contains records of experiences (trauma/emotions ect…) from the beginning of this life, which you now live as well as other incarnations. Nevertheless, this life, which n o w is yours, is the most important, you have only one. When you have experienced trauma, the event that caused your consciousness to separate from your body, because at any given time you have not been able to cope with it, the experience is stored in the energetic structures of the body and seeks to release, or rather integrate and transform when you are ready to do so. It may be that trauma becomes your name is “second nature”, and you live with it in a relationship that you do not want to undermine or even defend its existence, seemingly protecting yourself from the experience of what is there, but all the time recreating the saved scheme. Escape from the body (which in itself is the subconscious) leads to fragmentation, psychophysical disorders, dark night of the soul and is also a chance to return to the truth of your Soul. Evolution in my vision is inevitable. Every soul desires to develop, but it also happens that darkness leads to total destruction, death, the soul completely leaves the body without finding a home in it.
DARK ALLEY ARE THERE TO BUILD STRUCTURES OF LIGHT
Highly sensitive person can like no other to leave his Center. For many years I believed that this was an advantage and that I needed to do so in order to create 😉 I learned all sorts of gymnastics, internalized a lot of information that the body was unable to process, it reflected all on every aspect of my life, I`ve learned a lot, but what I find most valuable is that I don’t need to absorb any energy to feel it and that I can tell the difference between what I do and what I don’t.
There are two types of sensitive people: 1. energy-absorbing empaths (identity built from projection) 2. energy-sentient empaths (identity ‘Self’). The first ones, as a result of the trauma experience, come out of themselves, lose the center, cease to feel themselves, take care of everything “outside”, the needs, the opinions of other people are more important than their own, fill unwittingly imposed or uploaded projections. And the second type – I feel fully what’s going on “outside”, but I do not sacrifice my soul-body, I do not separate myself, because I live fully in my body and I feel my indigenous vibration of the Source, which is my home. I’m my own “channel”, I’m aware of everything around me, but it doesn’t draw me, I don’t lose myself, I know myself.
If you don’t train your sensitivity, it will become self-destruction. Feeling emotions, reactions, energy, lies, projections of other people’s truths is a beautiful gift, but like every gift – need to be able to takeing care of it, know how it works, what`s leads to and how to use it well.
Darkness creates structures of light… I wrote a little else about going down to the body. To integrate sensitivity, to find a way to an authentic Self, there is no other way. Because the body – KNOWS. It is a different knowledge than knowing only with the mind (mental structures). The body is empathetic, the mind has ideas, the body – experiences, the mind is imagining experiences. Holding yourself, sitting with your own darkness, can`t be overlooked if you desire freedom to be. What people are most afraid of is loneliness. But the truth is that in the essence of who you are is only you and the Spirit(God), Soul or how you like to call it. So in a healthy version in that way feels the middle energy channel.
The feeling of this activates cellular structures – meditation is what it is all about. So what are you doing? You are 🙂 You go down to the body to the end, to the bone, to the coccyx, you sit there, you are, you vibrate, you feel. All vital information flows from the Soul inhabited in the Body. There is no other transformation than a path to within Yourself. That’s the only way you’re moving consciousness.
When you are – you see what you exude and take full responsibility for your appearance, you know that feelings are clues, you can read the information that flows in your stream. You are not afraid of your emotions, you know your darkness so you know your light.
When you are spiritually dormant, you are like a sponge, when you wake up you become a mirror and you don’t need anyone to look through it.
A relational connection doesn’t mean that we’re going to stick together, but that I can love you away because our vibrations at this point don’t “blend together,” they don’t fit together and I’m going to honor it because I respect myself – that’s who I am and what I feel, and I also respect you and where you are. I’m not trying to fix anything, because I know that the only place I can do anything is the space I take, only here I can create worlds, relationships etc. And it does not involve any effort, it is sincere, simple and unambiguous.
I know where the boundry is, which I did not know when I tried to convince myself about the various rations of the endless stories of a detached head. Stories have no end.., how to let them talk and talk, it is important to listen to them, but take only what is good and go on where the Soul calls and the heart sings with the Joy of Existence.
I will now return to the title of this article. Seat bones – the lowest pelvic bones, coccyx, tail, brain repence, survival, crocodiles, animals, man, snake, man, or animal 😀 As if it wasn’t all from te base. I will now present what energy movement and compensation looks like. Everything I write about is due to my own exploration and experience.
The most ’empathetic’ chakras of the human body are found from the solar plexus down. It is a basic chakra, associated with survival, a sacred chakra associated with the feeling, emotions, sexuality and chakra of the solar plexus associated with a sense of power. It is this way that you feel the environment around you, if you are an empathy who has the most active body channel precisely, the more it will be true for you. Your sensitivity has shaped an environment where borders have been moved, crossed, or transformed in different ways, to a place where you have no longer felt anything, or you have felt that you are not there, or being yourself authentic is not okay. In this arrangement, the base chakra shrinks, and you develop the right belief system aroud it. Your sense of Self leaves the body, you are everywhere, but at the same time nowhere, you can not land on Earth. In the sacred chakra it gets a nice mess, it becomes like such a bag for everything, you absorb this energies from the outside and internalize them unwittingly trying to fold, connect, adjust, repair, in short – you digest not your stuff. In this way you compensate to survive, because this mechanism is taught body: there are no of you, there are other people’s energies, you leave your center, or you have no idea where it is, because it is not okay to have Yourself and same time be fully in the body. When the base chakra is shrunk or closed, you lose grounding, the thread that connects you to the center of the Earth is cut off or the limp and deformed. This causes you to be unable to draw from resources, to give back what is`t unnecessary, you really relax, it is difficult to experience an abundance of life, a sense of security. The energy moves further upwards,without moving down. Overflow in the sacred chakra goes further into the solar plexus, here digestion is even more literal. The solar plexus is connected by the stomach. The abdomen often hurts, it rebels in order to metabolize something that is really foreign to the body. The function of solar weave is to navigate the outside world, to feel identity and to appear in touch with what surroundings. So if you absorb energy, believing (as a result of programming) that your function is to be present with the emotions of everyone. In this way you lose your sense of Self, the solar plexus chakra becomes excessively open, huge and connects with the energies of other people to thus get a sense of security, because it is not in its original place – that is , in the base chakra, in combination with the Earth at the very bottom of the spine. The base chakra is closed so you live “higher”. Grounding, which naturally takes place at the bottom moves upwards. If the base of my body doesn’t ground me “something”” has to do it, you’re energetically doing it with other people who are supposed to provide a sense of security, a sense of belonging, a sense of “being on Earth”.
The chakra system in our body is like connected vessels. The imbalance will always bounce somewhere, feedback moves from level to level to preserve energy. Nothing is lost in nature.
What can I do to regain my balance? Listen to the body, learn its language, eliminate what is unnecessary, allow yourself to flow resulting from the connection with the body from bottom to top and from top to bottom, turn on the plug – feet and pelvis. Get to know yourself! The compass tells you what is what, what you want and what you don’t want – straight.
Vibration fills the body. Your. Own.
Surrender and Trust
Let e-MOTION -be with you to the core
Pulse
Life
And around the pelvis is a circle
You go through the pelvis to the feet of the earth’s interior
And further from the inside up
Two sides
One River
Circulation
Seat
Rise
You start to go
Spine
I
You
We
Softly
Opening
Hallo
Human
The article you just have read is not simplifying the the subject. Every situation has to have it’s right tools and solutions. If you want to learn more, welcome to my sessions or workshops.